Ode to Love

In early honor of Valentine’s Day …

Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever — or else swoon to death.

 

John Keats lived to be just 25 years old, but in that time he wrote some of the most exquisite love letters in the English language. These tender missives of ardor were to his betrothed, Fanny Brawne.

Keats was 23 years old, recently back from a tour of Scotland, England, and Ireland (during which time he’d probably contracted the tuberculosis that would soon kill him), and had moved back to a grassy area of London, where he met and fell in love with Fanny Brawne. During this time, he composed a number of his great poems, including Ode to a Nightingale.

One Wednesday in the autumn, he wrote this letter, considered by many the most beautiful in the English language:

 

My dearest Girl,

This moment I have set myself to copy some verses out fair. I cannot proceed with any degree of content. I must write you a line or two and see if that will assist in dismissing you from my Mind for ever so short a time. Upon my soul I can think of nothing else. The time is passed when I had power to advise and warn you against the unpromising morning of my Life.

My love has made me selfish. I cannot exist without you. I am forgetful of every thing but seeing you again — my Life seems to stop there — I see no further. You have absorb’d me. I have a sensation at the present moment as though I was dissolving — I should exquisitely miserable without the hope of soon seeing you. I should be afraid to separate myself far from you.

My sweet Fanny, will your heart never change? My love, will it? I have no limit now to my love … I have been astonished that Men could die Martyrs for religion — I have shudder’d at it. I shudder no more. I could be martyr’d for my religion — love is my religion — I could die for that. I could die for you. My Creed is Love and you are its only tenet. You have ravish’d me away by a Power I cannot resist; and yet I could resist till I saw you; and even since I have seen you I have endeavored often “to reason against the reasons of my Love.” I can do that no more — the pain would be too great. My love is selfish. I cannot breathe without you.

Yours for ever
John Keats

The following spring, Keats wrote: “My dear Girl, I love you ever and ever and without reserve. The more I have known you the more I have lov’d. … You are always new. The last of your kisses was ever the sweetest; the last smile the brightest; the last movement the gracefullest. When you pass’d my window home yesterday, I was filled with as much admiration as if I had then seen you for the first time.”

Keats and Brawne became engaged. He had hoped to earn a bit of money for them before they married. But before too long, he began coughing up blood. When he saw it, he said: “I know the color of that blood; it is arterial blood. I cannot be deceived in that color. That drop of blood is my death warrant. I must die.” He wrote to tell her that she was free to break off their engagement since he would likely not survive. But she refused, and he was hugely relieved. Sadly, death preempted their wedding.

 

Photos: Jane Campion film Bright Star
John Keats by William Hilton

 

I suspect there are any number of those out there as eminently gifted as Keats vying for the hearts of their beloved this Valentine’s Day. One can only hope they require in excess of 140 characters to make it so. Or perhaps not. Have we, after all, morphed into a culture of brevity with the capacity of saying so much more with a paucity of so much less?